Friday Guy and I still haven't hung out. I contacted him on MSN on Sunday with no reply. I didn't contact him Monday because I don't want to pester him, but he didn't contact me either. today, Tuesday, at lunch I texted him asking him if he wants to go to the movie we talked about. tonight at 7:30 he replied saying he's booked tonight but we should make some actual plans ahead of time. I reply definitely, and say I'm busy Thursday but available Wednesday and Friday.

now I'm waiting for his reply. it's been almost an hour. obviously if he's booked he may not reply right away, so I guess I'll be patient. I think at this point now I have to wait until after he's done whatever it is he's up to, or tomorrow.

I still haven't seen him since May 15. that was over five weeks ago. and we have never, ever been able to keep a scheduled date. something either comes up on his side or mine. in all of the almost two years I've known him, we've only done stuff spontaneously.

I'm going to mow my lawn, start my new book club book, and go to bed relatively early I guess. I'm pretty tired anyway.

sigh.

I just got an email from my dad a minute ago and he got a hole in one in golf today! amazing! and I also just read a sweet email from a girl who once described me as the best boss she ever had. I even had to ask her to stop wearing short skirts to work and she still thought I was a great boss!

but still, big sigh. Katie sighed too.