I'm over moping for now.

this morning I decided that I'm going to stop being excited about the next time I see Friday Guy (and ultimately disappointed, because he's busy this weekend so it looks like I might see him Tuesday), and I'm going to just be excited when and if I do see him.

I also saw on Facebook a really awesome lady inviting people to go to her house for swimming on Sunday, and I'm so up for that! and it spurred me on to invite another awesome lady to chase boys on Friday, and she's up for that! and I finally relented and agreed to go to a bbq that may have single and eco-minded boys at it on Saturday, and hopefully that will be good too!

so, screw Friday Guy for now. I like him and he likes me but our schedules are ridiculous. I am tired of the agony of when when when.

I am easily encouraged and easily discouraged. it's been true all my life.

ha -- I just saw the strangest commercial! it's for Inches-A-Weigh, a local weight loss centre. a trim-looking woman says to the camera, "I got whistled at by a construction worker the other day for the first time since college, and I liked it!" and then goes on to explain how she's lost weight. woowee! I totally want that! haha. cute. maybe terrible, but local commercials are so funny sometimes.

I am having a beautiful day.